jaded

so i kinda abandoned in strop as i had noone looking but hey its kinda how my life is..anyway now at 14st6 on the scales this morning a proposal from the boyfriend and a 3rd and final year looming at uni i need some motivation to get thin have some self esteem and self respect,....but first just one more size and a half dair milk whole nut

Sooooooooooo to begin

Well heres me ..left another assignement til 24 hours before hand in deadline ...2000 words but I got it done ..I was sure mature (well thats stretching it a bit but I am 33) students were meant to be organised and composed and dilligent. I am always hair everywhere, last nights mascara just lingering below my eyes, weetabix stain on my top and toothpaste marks around my mouth and knowing my luck my flies undone running in chipping off the egg stain off the front of my assignment. Oh dear but on the upside the organic veg box arrived and the asparagus is perfect and my new top does actually fit over my boobs which appears to be where my additional 3 stone is hiding oh that and my butt which appears to llok like a complete other persons butt and no longer looks like it matches my body...ahhhh anyway essay to hand in.... laters x